Episodes
lovelustfear | jaimee | there’s nothing scary about him
After a traumatic childhood, Jamiee yearned for peace and stability. She found temporary solace in a long-term marriage, but when it ended, she was drawn to a charismatic and charming man. However, beneath his appealing exterior lay a dark …
lovelustfear | presents | lovelustlaw: Family Law 101 (Navigating Divorce, Custody Battles, and Domestic Violence)
Former judge and veteran divorce attorney Michele Locke pulls back the curtain on the world of family law. From messy divorces to high-stakes custody battles and domestic violence cases, Michele brings her courtroom experience to the mic—sh…
The Murder of Emma Compton: Crime, Control, and the Hidden Struggles of Strong Women feat. Heather Ashley x Kyle Ashley
In this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michele Locke, alongside producer Haley Gray, are joined by Heather Ashley of Big Mad True Crime and Kyle Ashley from Critical Incidents to discuss the tragic story of Emma Compton.…
lovelustfear | lisa | that's when everything changed
As Lisa rises to fame in the modeling world, her ambition takes her around the globe. What starts as a dream life quickly unravels when she becomes the target of a dangerous sexual predator. Exploited by those in power, she refuses to stay …
When Comfort Turns to Chaos: Midlife Dating, Bad Ass Bitches, and the Emasculation of Men | lovelustfridays x You Probably Think This Story's About You
Brittani Ard, host of You Probably Think This Story's About You, joins Jake and Michele on lovelustfridays for a raw and thoughtful conversation about trauma, relationships, and the emotional weight of storytelling. She opens up about her t…
lovelustfear | presents | Critical Incidents
Introducing: Critical Incidents — the podcast hosted by law enforcement veteran Kyle Ashley, featuring candid conversations with individuals from diverse backgrounds, exploring the pivotal moments that have shaped their lives. From triumphs…
From Heartbreak To Hallmark: A Writer's Journey | lovelustfridays
Jenna Brister is a comedian, actor, and screenwriter behind the feel-good Hallmark movies adored by millions. She bravely opened up about her harrowing experience of being trapped in an abusive marriage with a volatile chef in episode 6 of …
lovelustfear | presents | Ice Cold Case
Introducing: Ice Cold Case — In 2002, Madison McGhee’s father, John McGhee, was shot and killed in his own home in Belmont County, Ohio. Driven by her desire to find justice she began conducting her own investigation into his murder that re…
"I Didn't Think There Was a Way Out": Facing Abuse, Misogyny, and the Battle Within | lovelustfridays
In this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michele Locke are joined by Heather, who previously shared her emotional journey in episode 18 of lovelustfear, titled "I Did Not Want to Lose This Man." Heather opens up about her …
lovelustfear | lynn | everyone is going to take advantage of you
After enduring sexual harassment in her early teens, Lynn turns to older men for comfort as she enters adulthood. She becomes pregnant by an abusive partner, faces the heart-wrenching decision of abortion, and suffers further assault. Despi…
Psychics, Soulmates, and Spiritual Awakenings: Unlocking Your Next Realm with Amber Rasmussen | lovelustfridays x Next Realm
In this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michele Locke explore the intersection of spirituality, relationships, and personal transformation with guest Amber Rasmussen, host of Next Realm and Ex-Wives Undercover. Jake opens…
lovelustfear | heather | i did not want to lose this man
After escaping a series of turbulent relationships, Heather finds hope in a charismatic and attractive bodybuilder. However, she soon becomes ensnared in a web of drug addiction, sex, pornography, and psychological manipulation. The relentl…
lovelustfear | presents | Next Realm (w/ guest Jake Deptula)
Next Realm: Beyond the Veil: A Grandmother’s Last Goodbye and Life Lessons From his grandmother’s unwavering support during his childhood to the vivid dream that coincided with her final goodbye, Jake reflects on love, loss, and the myster…
Galentine’s Day Unwrapped: A Deep Dive Into Celebrations, Expectations, Gifting, and Love Languages | lovelustfridays
Jake, Michele, and Haley team up with Lauryn (lovelustfear) for an epic battle between Galentine’s Day and Valentine’s Day, sharing awkward dating experiences that have shaped their views on the holiday. They dive into the communication str…
lovelustfridays x Weird True Crime | Unbearable Pain, Unbreakable Spirit: Judy Malinowski’s Battle for Justice
In this episode, Jake and Michele are joined by Gina and Amber from the Weird True Crime podcast to discuss the tragic story of Judy Malinowski, a mother of two who was set on fire by her abuser, Michael Slager, and bravely fought for 696 d…
lovelustfear | presents | You Probably Think This Story’s About You
Introducing: You Probably Think This Story’s About You — This isn’t your typical true crime story. Brittani Ard steps back into the shadowy labyrinth of memories, scars, and fragile ties that bind us to our past. Where wounds still ache and…
lovelustfridays | From Tragedy to Advocacy: How Peggy Klinke Inspired a Movement
In this episode of lovelustfridays, host Jake Deptula and producer Haley Gray discuss the importance of National Stalking Awareness Month. They discuss the legacy of Peggy Klinke, whose tragic murder led to the establishment of National Sta…
lovelustfridays x The Consult | FBI Profiling and Domestic Violence: The Deadly Case of Vashti Forrest
In this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michelle Locke sit down with retired FBI agent and profiler Julia Cowley, who reflects on her 22-year career investigating serial killings, sex offenses, and other violent crimes. J…
lovelustfridays | Dating, Drinking, and The Challenges of Sobriety
In this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michele Locke are joined by Debra, who shared her harrowing story in lovelustfear Episode 12, “I’ve Always Seemed To Attract The Crazy Type.” Debra talks about her journey to get s…
lovelustfridays | Reflections, Connections, Dating Deal Breakers, and the Problems with People Pleasing: A Look Back at 2024
In this lovelustfridays 2024 Year-End Wrap-Up, Hosts Jake, Michele and Producer Haley engage in a candid conversation about relationships, personal growth, and the valuable lessons they've learned throughout 2024. Jake opens up about his t…
lovelustfear | presents | The Murder Diaries
Hosts Natalie and Paige use straightforward storytelling to spotlight cold cases, missing persons, and suspicious deaths— often incorporating original audio from the victim’s friends and family. The podcast also includes monthly interviews …
lovelustfear | presents | Cheating: When Love Lies
Affairs are prevalent but rarely talked about relationships. The podcast, Cheating: When Love Lies, is a deep dive into the complex emotions surrounding these secret unions. Creator and host, Jillian Hamilton, delves into this taboo topic …
lovelustfridays | Overcoming Toxic Love: From Heartbreak to Healing
Host Jake Deptula and family law attorney Michelle Locke are joined by Lauryn from Episode 17 of lovelustfear, titled “You Have to Learn to Trust Me.” Lauryn reflects on her first toxic relationship, sharing the emotional toll of repeated…
lovelustfear | lauryn | you have to learn to trust me
Lauryn’s romance with her movie theater coworker spirals into a toxic cycle of heartbreak, doubt, and obsession, leaving her emotionally crushed but driven to prove her instincts right. chapters (00:00) listen with caution (00:16) next on …
lovelustfridays x The Unlovely Truth | Faith, Hypocrisy, and Spiritual Abuse
Host Jake Deptula and family law attorney Michele Locke are joined by Lori Morrison, a retired private investigator, speaker, author, podcaster, and church safety coach. Lori shares her insights into spiritual abuse, the role of women wit…
lovelustfear | presents | Terra's Baddy Club feat. Jake Deptula
Jake Deptula, host of lovelustfear and cohost of Strictly Stalking, sits down with Terra Newell to discuss his journey and the inspiration behind his podcasts. Jake opens up about his own experiences with toxic relationships and how they sh…
lovelustfridays | Relationships, Red Flags, and Dating After Divorce
Host Jake Deptula is joined by family law attorney Michele Locke and Gabi Conti, an author, producer, and TV host known for her candid discussions on dating and relationships. This episode explores the challenges of workplace romances, the…
lovelustfridays x When Heaven Meets Hell | Love, Lies, & Long-Distance Deception
Host Jake Deptula is joined by family law attorney Michele Locke and Allyn Amerongen, a survivor, advocate, and podcaster, featured in lovelustfear episode sixteen, "It’s A Lot Worse Than We Thought." Allyn opens up about her traumatic exp…
lovelustfear | allyn | it’s a lot worse than we thought
Allyn meets a captivating man who swiftly declares his love, asks her to be his girlfriend, and proposes. But as their long-distance relationship deepens, she uncovers his lingering connection with an ex, leading her down a dark path of dec…
lovelustfridays x Sins & Survivors | Custody, Conflict, and a Deadly Dispute
Host Jake Deptula is joined by family law attorney Michele Locke, along with Shaun and John from "Sins and Survivors: Las Vegas True Crime," to explore the heartbreaking case of Ashley and Dennis Prince, who were tragically killed by Ashley…
lovelustfridays | Deceptive Dates & Cringe-Worthy Encounters
Host Jake Deptula speaks with Desiree, who shares her dating misadventures, including cringe-worthy encounters with older men who misrepresent themselves. Their conversation highlights issues like catfishing and the bait-and-switch phenome…
lovelustfear | presents | Next Realm
Introducing: Next Realm - Have you ever felt a presence, heard a familiar voice, or received a sign that made you believe your loved ones were reaching out from beyond the veil? Next Realm is the podcast that explores the profound and heart…
lovelustfridays | Navigating The Aftermath of Teen Dating Violence
Host Jake Deptula speaks with Danielle, a caregiver and spiritual healing advocate, who shares her traumatic experiences with domestic violence in high school. Danielle details the verbal, physical, and sexual abuse she suffered at the ha…
lovelustfear | presents | Morbidology
Introducing: Morbidology – a true crime podcast created and hosted by Emily G. Thompson, author of “Unsolved Child Murders,” “Cults Uncovered” and co-author of “Unsolved Murders: True Crime Cases Uncovered.” Morbidology was voted ‘Best Int…
lovelustfridays | Surviving Domestic Violence and Focusing on Victim-Centric Stories
Host Jake Deptula and former family court judge and family law attorney Michele Locke sit down with Terra Newell, a victim advocate, public figure, and survivor of multiple toxic relationships. They explore the complexities of toxic relati…
lovelustfear | special announcements | october 2024
This October, lovelustfear returns along with brand new episodes of lovelustfridays! We'll dive deep into compelling topics like cheating, catfishing, love bombing 101 stalking, and the FBI's approach to battling romance scams. I'll be spea…
lovelustfridays | Fighting Narcissistic Abuse, Racism, and Inequality in Family Court
Host Jake Deptula and former associate family court judge and family law attorney Michele Locke sit down with Lorraine, a narcissistic abuse survivor from episode fifteen of lovelustfear, "You Have To Be Very Careful With Him.” They delve …
lovelustfridays | The Impact of Cultural Obligations on Abusive Marriages
Host Jake Deptula and former associate family court judge and family law attorney Michele Locke sit down with Lena, an abusive marriage survivor from episode nine of lovelustfear, “He’s Your Problem Now.” They discuss Lena's toxic marriage…
lovelustfridays | Co-Parenting with a Substance-Abusing Ex
Host Jake Deptula and former associate family court judge and family law attorney Michele Locke sit down with Mira, a survivor and parent, from episode five of lovelustfear, “A F**king Broken Mess.” They discuss the challenges of co-parent…
lovelustfridays | Trauma, Trust, and Rebuilding Relationships
Host Jake Deptula and former associate family court judge and family law attorney Michele Locke sit down with Kaitlyn, a domestic abuse survivor, from episode ten of lovelustfear, “We Didn’t Have Boundaries.” They discuss how trauma can dis…